it's has been a busy n hectic 2-n-a-half-weeks.

back from HK..
enjoyed my HK trip with dear - our first overseas trip together, just the two of us.. :)
ate lots of yummy food (e.g. yum cha, dai pai tong, roasted goose etc). took lots of pictures. n left our footprints at lots of places.. not to forget the shopping.. *grin*
shall start planning our next trip. :)

back from Beijing..
didnt have time to unpack from my HK trip and was on the flight to Tianjin in less than 36 hours - a family trip to Beijing. it's approaching winter and the strong wind was piercing my bones; the weather was so dry that my lips cracked - couldnt have survived without body lotion & lip balm.
anyway visited The Forbidden City, TianTan, Great Wall etc. was amazed by the 5000-year Chinese history and the magnificient buildings from ancient times.

back in Malaysia..
i was literally sick of flights after coming back from Beijing. exhausted.

attended a couple of weddings..
Sushin's church wedding. it was my first time attending a church wedding - with choir and prayers which are not commonly seen in a traditional Chinese wedding. sushin and her hubby make a very cute and sweet couple. it was a lovely surprise to see yoong-en at sushin's wedding - a looong-time-no-see primary n secondary schoolmate. shall catch up again soon.

Sehleng's wedding. my dear cousin. firstly, she looked stunning in her custom-made wedding dress *phew-phit* love her wedding photos; love her wedding dresses. it's a traditional Chinese wedding - tea ceremony in the morning and wedding reception in the evening. it was also a great get-together for the whole family. to the newly-wed, all the best in their new life in Abu Dhabi and in their marriage too. xoxo.

there goes my 3 weeks of annual leave.

home

Home sweet home~~
Family sweet family~~

it feels sooooo good to be home.
enjoying mummy's cooking. enjoying family's & dear's company.
n at the same time looking forward to the HK trip *grin*

full moon

babies grow fast. it's amazing to see how much baby an an has grown in a week.

baby an an is officially one month old now. Congrats!! 

we had the full-moon-dinner at Point Cook the other day - aunty cooked "pork leg vinegar" & "mei cai vege with pork". yumm~ the taste of home~ 

a picture of an an n san yi - she doesnt like the way i carry her, does she. or maybe she doesnt like the flowery-heart-outfit picked by her daddy. anyway she is a baby that likes to frown - a grumpy little one. :p 

-- may u b healthy & happy always -- 

after my 3 days off i m back to night shifts again. sienn.. 

working for 6 days in a row & a SLOC then HOME..

counting down... 

xoxo

Shopping.
Massage. facial.
Pedicure. manicure.

That about sums up my "today" *grin*
Pampered self.
N recharged. For the upcoming crazy night shifts. :p

I shall start counting down to my annual leave, which is two n a half weeks away. *excitement*
This year's annual leave is going to b a busy one - trips (i love travelling :)), numerous wedding dinners/functions, bday celebrations, concert etc. I have not been home for almost 9 months now - the longest that I have been away for so far. Missing home badly..

How are u, my home sweet home?

it's my ME time.. 

Bruno Mars - The Lazy Song [Official Video]

This is how i feel most of the days. :p
I am the "Lazy Queen" at home.
"Today i swear i m not doing anything. Nothing at all.."

nights

starting my nights.
adapting to my new sleep cycle. readjusting my biological clock.

i dislike night shifts. :p

good night..

xoxo

They cry

They drink milk

They sleep. N they don't care about anything else.

They are called babies.

So carefree~

She is noisy n naughty but she is a big sister now..

Welcome to this beautiful world!

xoxo

enjoy reading daddy's email.
ya. email is how we communicate & update each other things. we talk on the phone but more often we email.

daddy is so cute. that day he told us a story that he saw on tv about how rat is afraid of the tiger. he was trying to use the story to alleviate yee's fear towards rats (poor yee - has to deal with & inject white rats as part of her research project. geng brave). daddy described how the rat has got tears in his eyes when coming face to face with the tiger. so yee shouldnt be afraid of those white rats as well because she is a tigress. hehe. so funny. the seriousness makes it even funnier.

i probably should not reveal all of daddy's "cuteness" here. hehe. but this cuteness is probably something that i only learn to appreciate not until i m much older. daddy always gave us the impression of being a stern & quiet father back then. although mummy was always the "bad guy" but even innocent as we were we knew daddy was the boss. anyway this is my daddy.

daddy emailed us again today. he said he will sponsor me if i wish to go home during my upcoming 5-day Easter break. i told him the air ticket was too expensive - honestly i wasnt hinting about anything. but daddy always tries to give his daughters whatever they want & to realise all our wishes. he is the most giving father that i have ever seen. n also the most forgiving one - i might be biased of course.

anyway an email a day makes my day. aggravates my homesickness though.

xoxo

i m just bored & feel like typing something.
some people choose to make comment or express their feelings on facebook but somehow i just don't find it comfortable doing that. it feels weird expressing my feeling to someone whom i met only in primary or high school but have not seen for the last 10 years or someone who is just friend's friend.

almost forgotten bout this blog. it's no longer on my bookmark toolbar - that's why it got neglected so easily.

life is stagnant. i want a change - don't know how to or too lazy to think about how. don't know what or too lazy to think about what i wan to change. feel like i have been doing the same thing everyday for the last 4 years. is that not enough? i do not regret doing medicine. but i think i m too greedy.

do i want to go back? i don't know. people always ask me about my long-term plan - i don't know. i hope they will stop asking me that question. i don't know because i don't know what i want. family, love, friends, career, money or job satisfaction? i always say family comes first but then why am i not at home by their side. i m confusing myself now.

i think i m just having quarter life crisis..

a long weekend

was browsing through my blog n noticed that my blog is kind of a little out-dated - no longer a final year medical student although i m still away from home, friends n dear. yesterday shuang was just saying that this year our home dynamic seems a little different from last year as i have moved onto the next stage of life - "shang ban zhu". it doesnt make much difference to me actually as my life is still evolving around home n hospital. just home n hospital. (period)

sent daddy n mummy off yesterday night. they r gone, leaving us with a fridge full of food - how good that is. like how i always say: they r the best. hehe. ppl say "separation is inevitable", "separation is for reunion in the future". i just hope that the reunion is not too far away. the next thing to look forward to will be yin che coming over in september. we miss her. :)

it's a long weekend with queen's birthday on monday. i miss shopping. i miss cheong k. may everyone has a good weekend.

oh n lastly congratulations to san che! n welcome to the world baby F!

the greatest daddy mummy in the world xoxo