xoxo

enjoy reading daddy's email.
ya. email is how we communicate & update each other things. we talk on the phone but more often we email.

daddy is so cute. that day he told us a story that he saw on tv about how rat is afraid of the tiger. he was trying to use the story to alleviate yee's fear towards rats (poor yee - has to deal with & inject white rats as part of her research project. geng brave). daddy described how the rat has got tears in his eyes when coming face to face with the tiger. so yee shouldnt be afraid of those white rats as well because she is a tigress. hehe. so funny. the seriousness makes it even funnier.

i probably should not reveal all of daddy's "cuteness" here. hehe. but this cuteness is probably something that i only learn to appreciate not until i m much older. daddy always gave us the impression of being a stern & quiet father back then. although mummy was always the "bad guy" but even innocent as we were we knew daddy was the boss. anyway this is my daddy.

daddy emailed us again today. he said he will sponsor me if i wish to go home during my upcoming 5-day Easter break. i told him the air ticket was too expensive - honestly i wasnt hinting about anything. but daddy always tries to give his daughters whatever they want & to realise all our wishes. he is the most giving father that i have ever seen. n also the most forgiving one - i might be biased of course.

anyway an email a day makes my day. aggravates my homesickness though.

xoxo

i m just bored & feel like typing something.
some people choose to make comment or express their feelings on facebook but somehow i just don't find it comfortable doing that. it feels weird expressing my feeling to someone whom i met only in primary or high school but have not seen for the last 10 years or someone who is just friend's friend.

almost forgotten bout this blog. it's no longer on my bookmark toolbar - that's why it got neglected so easily.

life is stagnant. i want a change - don't know how to or too lazy to think about how. don't know what or too lazy to think about what i wan to change. feel like i have been doing the same thing everyday for the last 4 years. is that not enough? i do not regret doing medicine. but i think i m too greedy.

do i want to go back? i don't know. people always ask me about my long-term plan - i don't know. i hope they will stop asking me that question. i don't know because i don't know what i want. family, love, friends, career, money or job satisfaction? i always say family comes first but then why am i not at home by their side. i m confusing myself now.

i think i m just having quarter life crisis..