xoxo

They cry

They drink milk

They sleep. N they don't care about anything else.

They are called babies.

So carefree~

She is noisy n naughty but she is a big sister now..

Welcome to this beautiful world!

xoxo

enjoy reading daddy's email.
ya. email is how we communicate & update each other things. we talk on the phone but more often we email.

daddy is so cute. that day he told us a story that he saw on tv about how rat is afraid of the tiger. he was trying to use the story to alleviate yee's fear towards rats (poor yee - has to deal with & inject white rats as part of her research project. geng brave). daddy described how the rat has got tears in his eyes when coming face to face with the tiger. so yee shouldnt be afraid of those white rats as well because she is a tigress. hehe. so funny. the seriousness makes it even funnier.

i probably should not reveal all of daddy's "cuteness" here. hehe. but this cuteness is probably something that i only learn to appreciate not until i m much older. daddy always gave us the impression of being a stern & quiet father back then. although mummy was always the "bad guy" but even innocent as we were we knew daddy was the boss. anyway this is my daddy.

daddy emailed us again today. he said he will sponsor me if i wish to go home during my upcoming 5-day Easter break. i told him the air ticket was too expensive - honestly i wasnt hinting about anything. but daddy always tries to give his daughters whatever they want & to realise all our wishes. he is the most giving father that i have ever seen. n also the most forgiving one - i might be biased of course.

anyway an email a day makes my day. aggravates my homesickness though.

xoxo

i m just bored & feel like typing something.
some people choose to make comment or express their feelings on facebook but somehow i just don't find it comfortable doing that. it feels weird expressing my feeling to someone whom i met only in primary or high school but have not seen for the last 10 years or someone who is just friend's friend.

almost forgotten bout this blog. it's no longer on my bookmark toolbar - that's why it got neglected so easily.

life is stagnant. i want a change - don't know how to or too lazy to think about how. don't know what or too lazy to think about what i wan to change. feel like i have been doing the same thing everyday for the last 4 years. is that not enough? i do not regret doing medicine. but i think i m too greedy.

do i want to go back? i don't know. people always ask me about my long-term plan - i don't know. i hope they will stop asking me that question. i don't know because i don't know what i want. family, love, friends, career, money or job satisfaction? i always say family comes first but then why am i not at home by their side. i m confusing myself now.

i think i m just having quarter life crisis..

a long weekend

was browsing through my blog n noticed that my blog is kind of a little out-dated - no longer a final year medical student although i m still away from home, friends n dear. yesterday shuang was just saying that this year our home dynamic seems a little different from last year as i have moved onto the next stage of life - "shang ban zhu". it doesnt make much difference to me actually as my life is still evolving around home n hospital. just home n hospital. (period)

sent daddy n mummy off yesterday night. they r gone, leaving us with a fridge full of food - how good that is. like how i always say: they r the best. hehe. ppl say "separation is inevitable", "separation is for reunion in the future". i just hope that the reunion is not too far away. the next thing to look forward to will be yin che coming over in september. we miss her. :)

it's a long weekend with queen's birthday on monday. i miss shopping. i miss cheong k. may everyone has a good weekend.

oh n lastly congratulations to san che! n welcome to the world baby F!

the greatest daddy mummy in the world xoxo

eat. shop. sleep.

again. a random post from ben xiao jie.
that's what my blog is all bout - random boring posts. :p

currently back in melbourne.
had dinner at The Point the other day with frens. it was a very beefy dinner as the restaurant is famous for its beef dishes - 5 out of 6 of us had beef for main; the outstanding one went for kangaroo instead. i ordered a beef tasting plate - still cannot differentiate between grass n grain though. but wagyu was still the best among all - juicy n flavoursome - thumbs up! :)

we had oysters for starter as well. they were so fresh, compared to those i had at tenji which gave me diarrhea the next day. :S

some of us complaint of how broke we became after bottega n the point in a month. now i can only afford rose garden or shanghai dumpling next time. hehe.


another dinner with my hsemates yesterday. we went to The Pancake Parlour at Northland. both my hsemates are fans of pancakes. it was my first time having fish served on top of pancake - looked weird but it turned out to b quite ok.


we happily went shopping after a full stomach. each of my hsemates got themselves a big 30% woolen dotti jacket - it's winter time! jacket/trench coat is one of the many things on my shopping list as well. together with bag, dresses, tops, necklace etc etc.. hehe. we did well at forever new also. cant wait to see yee in her new european-style-lady-like-cream-coloured-lacy dress. *wink*

today just finished a new korean drama "Personal Preference". Lee Min Ho is so cute with his short n straight hair! so tall, so dreamy, so handsome!!
ok, enough of day-dreaming. back to serious stuff. going back to bendigo today. starting my first night today - 3 nights in a row. got to go cook now n then try to get some sleep later. still find it hard readjusting my sleeping cycle.

another 2 weeks n 3 days in bendigo. jiayou! harkk!!

time passes.

a week of holidays back at home passed.
a week of work in bendigo passed.
n i m back in melb at the moment.

some said i looked refreshed after my break; some said i looked half-dead. n some said i m going to b even more homesick now. hehe. i can only say that i m sad to leave home againnn n i dont think i would b less homesick if i didnt go back. :p

celebrated mummy's bday, celebrated our anniversary n met up with my dear friends. it's so nice to catch up u layin gal - she is still the pretty n cheerful girl that i know n she will always b one of those friends that i treasure in my life. i m going to miss u. :)

the next thing to look forward to -- daddy mummy r coming!! yoo hoo!!
actually they hav visited us so many times that i m running out of places n nice restaurants to bring them to. but yee is going to bring them to Grill'd this time.

cant wait for my bendigo rotation to end.
cant wait for daddy mummy to come.
n cant wait for october to come..:p

a recent photo of me @bottega on bourke st.

24april 2010

back at home!

weeeee!!

yesterday & today

my precious 2 days off - after 2 whole weeks in bendigo.

woke up at 7.40am yesterday morning n "7 early 8 early" drove down to melb - probably still half awake n half asleep.:p finally reached home after a 2-hour drive. watched a few episodes of kang xi n two episodes of "P.S. Man" - fully utilising the broadband internet at home altho our line was really not stable - kept disconnecting itself. but couldnt complain la.

after convinced that i have had enough rest, decided to drive to city for more fun.:p went shopping at DFO n smith street - a very happy way to spend my money. havent shopped for almost two weeks now - a pretty good record for myself, but cant tahan anymore. hehe. shopping is the most effective way to de-stress. no doubt.:p

dinner with yee n shuang at stuzzi. this is a so-hsemate-thing to do. we miss u yin che.


had brunch with my hsemates n chungyew today - we went yum cha at golden leaf "kam fui" restaurant.:p it reminded me of "da gu". i like yum cha. my favourite dim sum today were "wu kok" n egg tart. "lao sha pao" was nice too. :) we will try Plumes next time, with cyew's 25% discount voucher.heh.



did some grocery at Coles. n going to spend the rest of the afternoon doing nothing or online-ing. i think i ll never get sick of online-ing. heh. going back to bendigo tonight. *sien* pls look forward to my next homecoming. yay.

this concludes my life in two days.

it's april - the month of dear's bday.
Happy Birthday dear!! i miss u! *love*

TNH med1 to bendigo ED

it's officially the end of my first intern rotation.
med 1 dinner @kura.

interns: krithika. kay. me.
registrars: katharine. nava.
i m going to miss working with u gals. :)

it's time to move onto the next rotation i.e. ED in bendigo - i m not so looking forward to it to be honest. ED used to be my favourite rotation as a medical student but ED in bendigo...hmm... i enjoy the variety in ED; i like procedures; but i m going out of my comfort zone to work in an unfamiliar environment.

going to b in bendigo for the next two n a half months. with slow n limited dial-up broadband internet. in a shared accommodation with marianne n another two gals whose names i hav never heard of before. n being 2 hour drive away from melbourne.

anyway hopefully it's going to b a good rotation.
got to start packing already..

i miss daddy. i miss mummy. i miss dear.

random

coming to the last week of my first rotation.

i have been enjoying work so far - lots of things to learn. i think it's a very fulfilling job, most of the times. but lets face the reality - interns are at the bottom of the hierarchy so u have to b "used" sometimes, as long as not in an abusive way. but i like my team n i like my rotation. i m going to miss gen med.

wishing for a good ED rotation in bendigo. yee n shuang, must come visit me k. u two are going to miss me badly. poor thing. :)

re-started my bikram yoga classes recently. i was severely exercise-deprived. n growing fatter n fatter d. i dont want to b like yee n shuang - 2 little piggiess. got to start adjusting my eating habit n b more health conscious. not to forget my every year's resolution - to lose weight.

it's san che's wedding this weekend. hope u had a great time n more happiness to come. also, hope u ll like our little present. cheers!

i miss daddy. i miss mummy. i miss dear. :)